"Cravings"❤️

Who you love?

Okay! Don't give the answer like father,mother or some another family member. I know I should change my question. Let's change it.

         Can you please tell me, Is there any person who make you feel that he or she is your soulmate?

      I don't know my question is write or wrong but I definitely know you have understood what I'm saying.

       Some of you will answer yes and others are searching for giving the answer yes.

       During my search for the answer,I found many questions. (Oh my god! I asked a lot. But I love to know the answers.) 

Okay! At first I tell you a story.

 Once upon a time,I fall in love with someone. 

         To saying fall in love is quite difficult to me because I think love is something,we can't define,we can't fall in love,we always rise above and explore us more and more upto infinity♾️. Love is something which have no limits to go up but falling in love is impossible, you can crave for the more but less is always more than you have before. 

          so,I say I was in love with someone.

We talked a lot via social media, imaging that we are talking to each other by sitting each other's side. Having smiles,smiles and smiles. Literally some times I cry with smiles,it makes me feel like love is taking out all the hidden sadness inside me and making me more happy. I can't completely tell his feelings,but I can definitely say that he is blessed to be with me.

        6 month passed,we are completely happy with each other. We think,we made for each other's soul. Although we both are studying,he have some job and still preparing for the promotion and I was a scholar pursuing my doctorate degree. We want to marry each other and settled down. 

          One night,he didn't message me,I am craving to talk to him. I messaged wherever possible. I called him around 7 times. He didn't answer any call then I thought he will be busy in some work,I should sleep.

         "Ab neend kise aati,ese time pr",I mean who will fall a sleep at that time,I tried a lot but unable to sleep,my mind is continuously thinking that he always told me before that when he would be busy or unable to talk. 

         Our Mind continuously thinks about the situation,give us more worries and stop us to fall asleep. You know our mind is only thing which gives us vibes of love,hate, distance, ignorance and everything we feel. 

           I didn't sleep whole night, it was 6 a.m. and still there were no calls or messages. I got up from my bed.

       In these situations of worries,I believe that getting up and walking out is the only thing which force you to think different. 

           I was walking outside, taking some deep breaths and normalising my mind's thoughts.

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~AdityaChoudhary